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I’m No Longer Here (Netflix): what the cumbia loses crossing into Queens

Molly Se-kyung

There is a scene midway through I’m No Longer Here where Ulises — seventeen, leather jacket, hair sculpted into the towering architecture of the Kolombia kids — puts on the music alone in a Queens bedroom so small the headphones are the room. He dances the same way he used to dance in Monterrey with Los Terkos, his whole body slow and deliberate as the bass of Cumbia Rebajada drops to half-speed. Nobody is watching. Fernando Frías de la Parra chose to film it without commentary, and that restraint is the whole argument of the movie.

Frías uses Cumbia Rebajada — cumbia slowed to the speed of a different grief — not as soundtrack but as structural architecture. In Monterrey, the music fills space: it fills streets, fills the bodies of the Terkos, fills a life organized around belonging to one specific block of one specific city in one specific way. In Queens, it stops filling. Ulises brings it on headphones the way you carry a photograph — not because it does anything anymore, but because you cannot leave it behind.

The film opens in color. Damián García’s cinematography is saturated, almost aggressive — reds and greens burning off the concrete of the Monterrey barrio with the intensity of something that refuses to be ordinary. Juan Daniel García Treviño moves through it with a performance built almost entirely from withholding: Ulises does not explain himself, does not perform nostalgia, does not offer the camera a scene where emotion is legible from the outside. He is simply there, inside the world the film has constructed for him. When the timeline shifts to Queens, the palette drains. Grey presses in from every frame edge. Frías did not tell you that Ulises is diminished by displacement. He just removed the color.

García Treviño carries the film’s central structural risk: a protagonist who cannot be read from outside his own interiority. The supporting cast — including Xueming Angelina Chen as Lin, the Chinese-American teenager who forms a wordless, tentative connection with Ulises in Queens — exists at the margins of his attention. This is intentional, but it imposes a cost: the film is always as wide as Ulises can see, which means some subplots feel like corridors rather than rooms. The film earns this narrowness more often than it resolves it.

I’m No Longer Here is built on a question most immigration films avoid: what do you lose that is not survival? Not documentation, not housing, not safety. What you lose is the specific music you danced to in a specific way with specific people in a specific city, and the loss does not announce itself as tragedy. It accumulates in subtractions — a dance performed alone, a slang word no one recognizes, a gesture that reads differently here than it read there. Frías builds the film precisely from these moments, and by the end you understand that Ulises is not sad in a way that needs resolution. He is carrying something no one in Queens can see.

The non-linear structure — cutting between Monterrey circa 2010 and a cold, slow Queens present — earns its complications more often than it creates them. The film’s strongest sequences arrive when Frías trusts the parallel to do its work without explanation. The weakest arrive when an expository cut lands slightly ahead of the emotional moment it is meant to deepen. This is a minor charge against a film that takes formal structure seriously and understands temporal disorder as an argument about how displacement feels from inside, not a stylistic tic borrowed from elsewhere.

I’m No Longer Here won the Ariel Award for Best Picture in 2020 — Mexico’s most significant film honor — and was the country’s submission for Best International Feature Film at the Academy Awards. The recognition is proportionate. What Fernando Frías de la Parra built is a film that extends to the Kolombia subculture — the Cumbia Rebajada scene, the specific visual rituals of Los Terkos, the specific grammar of belonging that Ulises carries with him — the same structural seriousness that European art cinema reserves for bourgeois grief. That recalibration is itself an argument. The film makes it without editorializing. Available on Netflix. 113 minutes.

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Luis Fernando Frías de la Parra

Luis Fernando Frías de la Parra

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